MKE Week 19 – My purpose and the problem

I am diving back into work this week with 3, 12 hour shifts that seemed to turn into 16 hour shifts. I am feeling this is not what brings me joy. I do enjoy my job, but it is not fulfilling my soul. I think, “when will I be done here and allow myself to move on to my true calling, my passion, my purpose.” I feel like I’ve discovered my purpose so much more lately as I emerce myself in the MKE program. I also feel there is still something holding me back from moving forward and letting go of the past completely. There is security in what is known, trusted, and a steady paycheck. There is so much unknown when following the path to Bliss. Will there be enough? Will I be able to provide for my family? Will I be enough? As a ponder these thoughts I lay my head on a pillow, eyes so heavy I can barely see the words on the paper. Just wanted to get some thoughts out that were rambling through my head, and now off to bed.

Love and light, Marda

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2 thoughts on “MKE Week 19 – My purpose and the problem

  1. Marcel Mark Bolzern February 28, 2019 — 4:29 am

    Security versus potential. When to make the shift is certainly a difficult decistion! Best wishes with that one. You’ll make the move when the time is right.

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  2. Don’t let your old Blue Print prevent you from Creating Abundant Joy.

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