Inevitably we get to the truth, be it in this life or the next, the truth will find us. The truth of our nature, our origin, and our purpose. Many spend the greater part of their lives wondering, imagining, speculating and dreaming of the answers to these questions. Some spend decades searching through books, scripture and teachings trying to grasp at the truth. I am of the later group. I have spent my entire adult life looking, listening, studying books and scripture; self-help, inspirational, motivational, spiritual, practical and scientific knowledge. All to discern my true self.
I yearn to know myself and create the life I desire; a life of abundance, health and happiness, and yes even wealth. I used to think that happiness and wealth were not good bed fellows. Funny to think of it now, but I really bought into that old saying of “money can’t buy you happiness,” or better yet “money is the root of all evil.” I have come to see money differently now, that it is simply a tool, a commodity that is utilized so that I may fully express my generosity, do the work that is most fulfilling and makes the greatest impact, and provide my children with opportunity and experiences. You see, it is the life I want to lead, not the money I want to have, yet the two are intertwined in a way that to have one you must possess the other. So now I have developed a money mindset; a wealth mindset that demands I persist until I succeed.
I am elated, joyous, and grateful to be discovering the true nature of my divine existence. Words that are not unfamiliar to me and yet they resonate as true for the first time. I have known philosophically of my divine nature for many years. It has uplifted me in times of darkness and confirm my connection to God; a knowing that I am not alone. It wasn’t until more recently that I began the process of knowing and feeling my connection to the source, the divine, the Omnipotent, God. Finally I see that all power lies in the world within, that is the wellspring from which the divine flows, and it flows as freely through me as it does you and everyone. So this being true means that I have the abilty to create the life I desire.
I am natures greatest miracle. Sense the beginning of time never has there been another with my mind, my heart, my eyes, my ears, my hands, my hair, my mouth. None that came before me, none that live today, and none that come tomorrow can walk and talk and move and think exactly like me.Og Mandino, Scroll IV
As this week winds down I am grateful for the opportunities it has provided for me to witness where I am at, and see all the possibilities. I know that there is greatness inside of me.
As I write I am interrupted by my father-in-law who needs help with the TV. This is our new nightly routine. He has Alzheimer’s and gets confused when things change. As a part of the MKE course I have been limiting the amount of TV I watch and spending my time more productively on my business or more purposefully with family. As a result my husband and I decided to cancel our cable company and switch to antenna, Netflix and Prime video. It works great for us, I don’t miss it at all. However it changes the way programs are found and the remote control is different. This has caused some issues. Awareness of time or personal space is gone, so late at night we get woken up to come fix the TV. It can be frustrating, but I know he is cared for. So my train of thought was broken and now I find myself tired and uninspired. Good night my friends.
May the love and light of God find its way into your heart and shine forth for the world to see you, natures greatest miracle.